seperate_from_myself nom eye can knot 030905 ... mon there_is_nothing nothing there is seperate from myself 030905 ... notme separate gosh darnit 030905 ... pipedream see, this circle here *draws a yellow circle* is everyone i meet. they see a big, bright yellow light around me that sparkles and laughs and talks a lot. then there is another circle *draws another circle, this one purple, inside the yellow circle*. this circle is where my friends are, and my family. they can see the yellow and they can see the darker plum, and sometimes they can see a glimpse of the third circle, which is *draws another circle inside the purple one* maroon. this circle *points at it* is the closest i let anyone get, or who have boldly overstepped the circle boundaries to get there themselves. and still from here i stand on a little white circle that has space only for my feet -so far- and this is an arm's length from even the maroon circle. oh yes, separate-separate from myself, sometimes i share the whiteness sometimes it gets shared and it is wonderful before the circles close their porousness once more and rarely never anyone has never been trapped within the whiteness. 030906 ... niska sometimes - hell yeah. 030907 what's it to you? who go blather from