not_yet_not_yet werewolf there is time in a minute for endless idealizations. Why should i even move if i've imagined every world. The way i want to move freely, i haven't allowed myself yet. It's not like that yet, but it's going to be. I know it's going to be. 020501 ... squint he hasn't written and it might drive me mad. ('positively bonkers' with an english accent!). rhythmic pull of the tide drawing me near to drown me in its waves lapping calmy at another's feet. washed ashore with my obsession i search for you in a fishnet or two but I stumbled upon the shipwreck that is me and realized i was just searching for someone to put me back together and not tear me apart. 020502 ... shorlove no rush. it's human...all too human. 030420 ... hey now! why not why not 030420 ... x because it's going to be a shame if it dies too soon. 030421 ... blown cherry but soon 030908 ... monee okay, now! no, wait! 041223 what's it to you? who go blather from