no_more_anger
no reason can't do it anymore
it's fucking killing me
and everyone else

think i'll just fade away
with a sigh
think i'll just melt away
in my remains
in what's been drained from myself

in what doesn't even make sense
in what never did

about which i finally have the ability or lack of energy
not to care
030805
...
misstree i should have wanted to rend him
in the most delectable way.
and part of me did,
but the peachfish's pleadings
could not bring me past how imperfect
this "angel" was, and though
he would have once suited my purposes admirably,
the anger at the seat of it
was faded to dusky rose,
and i just didn't have the heart to hurt him
the way he wanted to be hurt.
030806
what's it to you?
who go
blather
from