my_desertion ashmanzhou i know where i stand on the brink of being empty in pure dark on the brink of not being at all i know what i see when i see my eyes flicker and the world turns to grey i see my future even as my sight fades i see my life disappearing into the haze you cant hide it i am lost i know what i will become not an inspiration but a dead weight no amount of lies and distortion can ever convince me otherwise i got flowers today nine months late from my grade as they leave school and i ache as i remember them how i wish i was one of them again even teased and pushed aside i lived now i subsist in darkening world where dreams stalk memories and i cannot feel forever-i have deserted myself to the wind 030917 what's it to you? who go blather from