its_hard_to_forget whitechocolatewalrus its_hard_to_remember 040627 ... whocouldibenow i don't remember anything, it's all a dream to me 040627 ... Deomis Images seared into my brain At night they haunt me I wake up gasping Trying to forget Wating so badly for it all to go away But its so hard.... 041008 ... megan sometimes i still wake up crying even though things are swell now, and i am so happy sometimes i feel like my heart will explode it's hard to forget what happened before and how i could kill for it not to happen again to anyone it's hard to forget a love that never was and it's hard to remember why i fought so hard to keep it going why i was so needy, clingy it's hard to forget the former you so you can grow into a fresh beautiful young woman always looking ahead it's hard but i'm making progress every day 050218 what's it to you? who go blather from