it_haunts_me jane listening to mozart's requiem, lacrymosa & wanting to dig my toes into a california beach with a curly strawberry blonde with freckles & dimples & knowing i'll never have this feeling again in my life, that feeling i can't quite forget & can't quite remember; that feeling that i want to leave but still it haunts me like the moon on an autumn night at the beach...drifting away with someone i've known for so long in a moment, someone who can look in your eyes & see you & smile, the kind of smile that makes you want to cry...i miss feeling. i want it back, i want to feel anything...please help me . 030907 what's it to you? who go blather from