blindsided arwyn The strength of her hatred burns. I don't know what I did. I want to, but she won't talk. Why does she get to judge me? Why do I let her? I keep wanting and needing people to like me But simultaneously, I don't care if they do. Maybe it was the complete 180. We were kind to each other and got along. Then one day she's cold and distant. Because I skipped her birthday party? Because she turned out to be one of those people who throws everyone away the moment they get a boyfriend? I have no damn clue. I behave. I'm kind. Kinder than she deserves. I still want her to like me, but I don't trust her. Why the hell would i? I can't wait until I can walk away, but it still surprises me how strongly she hates me. 181118 what's it to you? who go blather from