afraid_of_myself kss boo. 021202 ... Suicide Snowman maybe that's why I'm never happy... i'm too scared to know me... but I doubt that's it.. 021203 ... PrettyHate I doubt that's it too. The we all live in the yellow submarine are getting ready to blow this pop stand so take that as a hint. What color is the flower underneath the picnic table? Black. Blackened black soot. Oh yeah, and I'm so dumb I need to read my name tag every morning when I wake up just so I have an idea of who I am. 040224 ... FloydianSlip I want to know the truth, but I feel like a fraud when people tell me how they see me even though I don't lie about who I am. I'm afraid of what I'm capable of because I know I'm destined for something more than this and it scares me. I know what I'm capable of and I wish I weren't. I wish I was like him. 040518 what's it to you? who go blather from