peppermint_blend deb my mind wanders to the early nights when lights went out at 10 o'clock~ we scurried to prospective rooms after parting over just-steeped tea- i'd lay in bed, fingering bumps and peaks of plaster up above, attempting, in vain, to remind myself of that other guy -you know, my BOYfriend- i never really wanted to help when you asked hopefully for advice but my jealousy stepped aside for those hazel eyes and i smiled through gnarled teeth hoping she wouldn't... because you deserved so much more than bleach-blonde home-cut hair and plaster smiles she never really meant 001001 what's it to you? who go blather from