i_try L. Adam I try to be my best for you...but I know that it's not enough. I'm easily dismissed, that much is certain. I just want to make you happy and love you...I want you to know that with all I am, and I will always try...even when it feels like I've tried all I can. 020430 ... pSyche I try so hard to make you truely smile. heh. You don't know what I do. I can't stand the way you give me that pained little smile- you know, the one with the empty, broken eyes? I try so hard to take away the pain, and if I could, I'd carry your burden of sadness. But I can't. No matter how hard I try, and no matter how long I beat myself up for being so helpless I cannot help you. It's like throwing down a rope that's just to short for you to reach, and you're the one who has to jump for it. I'd jump for you , you know? So since I try for you, won't you try for me? 041219 what's it to you? who go blather from