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peyton I'm tired of holding back my life.. and I'm not going to anymore. I'm quitting the song and dance today.

Today it ends.
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ever dumbening how many times have i thought that, said that, wanted to say that, wanted to do that?

make it work, P. inspire the rest of us schlubs.
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ClairE Maybe I should do more of it.
But I could never stand not knowing how it would have turned out.
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distorted tendencies I've been holding back my entire life. And I'm slowly beginning to learn how to let go. How to just let go and let everything flow out of me, tear by tear.And yet, I have my whole life ahead of me. I'm still so young. save_me. 011223
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i agree...letting go is good yessssssssss... 050530
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