hell_is xelda having someone you can never respond to in your most recent messages I didn't foresee myself as the kind of person who takes awhile to respond to messages like they are so fucking important I'm not important I'm an introvert who has created a life for herself that involves constant communication. More than I had ever bargained for. I wanted so much to never be alone. Now I'm surrounded by people, but not intimacy. Ignoramus has discovered that quantity is not quality. I fight my way through the school halls to get my kid to class so I can scurry back home and count the minutes until my next call. Never alone. If alone, then guilty because not productive. And then clicking to catch up with the latest neglected phone call, text message, email, FB message... and there's the name of someone... Alive just last week, and now dead. Can never be responded to. 151110 ... unhinged living_in_a_karmic_hell 151111 what's it to you? who go blather from