soothing_searing misstree i am nearly afraid of this calm caring, because i know that it leads to allowing you in, allowing myself to grow used to your comfort. but i am too full of peace to combat it properly. tonight, i will be unable to hold in my fondest affections. tonight, i will bare my weaknesses without reserve. tonight, i will indulge myself, and then ask for magician's hand to play out the next trick. the reaction between the two willmayhopefully produce something stronger. 040219 ... stork daddy i knew for a moment, some peace. real peace, the type in the center of a good song, or in a poem that mentions honey glades. but the problem with the peace of another person, is that it isn't really yours. it can tear your eyes open, like a shrill sound, if they decide to sound that alarm. 040219 ... fixer ? 040309 what's it to you? who go blather from