the_list_of_things_to_do vichy 1. kill proina 2. free feignez 3. buy chocolate 020814 ... silentbob 1. pack 2. move 3. get over it 020814 ... belly fire 1. look up 2. smile 3. grow some hairy balls 020815 ... Freak 1. Get Done 2. Get Out 3. Get On 020816 ... blamethesky -throw out everything i don't need -buy things that i do need -pack it up -quit my jobs -get tattoos finished -say good bye only to people i'll miss -leave goodbye rochester, hello chicago... 020816 ... silentbob 1. go to chicago 2. make out with emily 3. grow old 4. die then i'll be complete 020830 ... kerry 1. finish my book 2. burn my guitar 3. live in boston 4. have casey fall in love with me 5. eat cold noodles on a parkbench in new york 020831 ... crOwl 1. kk 2. hw 3. happy hour 080822 ... unhinged 1. yoga 2. make lunch (curry fried rice) 3. practice 4. bathe 5. go to the bank 6. clean but there is still that part of me that just wants to lay here doing nothing 080822 ... unhinged (i actually did all those things with long bouts of watching buffy the vampire slayer on dvd in between. maybe making lists helps me get my ass in gear; i felt the twinge of guilt until i accomplished everything on the list) 080823 ... kerry 1. turn in therapy notes 2. finish website 3. check out that new bookstore liz told me about 4. forgive and forget 5. accept the fact that it takes a while for a place to feel like home, and no place is perfect. and maybe no place will entirely feel like home, maybe i will always be searching for a comfortable place, or maybe i will settle somewhere that is good enough and just get used to always half-wishing i was somewhere else. 220805 ... tender_square 1. finish the last two episodes of “workin’ moms” season six. 2. keep an eye on what kind of furniture my neighbour (who is selling her house) is moving to the curb for free. yesterday she told me she has a lot of treasures. 3. finish the yoga i didn’t get through this morning. 4. maybe start emily henry’s “book lovers.” or practice my knitting. 5. update the grocery order for tomorrow’s pickup. 6. give myself permission to take it easy for once. 220806 ... raze 1. mail a gift to an important person. 2. dust. 3. email veronica. ask her how she's doing. even if she'd rather not say. even if the only thing i accomplish is letting her know i care. 4. read a book. read a pamphlet. read a goddamn milk carton. anything that isn't on a screen. 5. love_more. 6. slow down time. 7. play ukulele for the squirrels. 220806 ... tender_square find a job. leave and don’t look back. 221122 ... tender_square 1. pick up the u-haul. 2. pack my shit in the truck. 3. print my inventory list at fed-ex. 4. pick up scripts from cvs. 5. take donations to sally ann. 6. console my neighbour through text who is now saying she and her partner want to move because of my tenant. 7. call my mother to make plans for unloading the truck tomorrow. 8. fill out the customs forms i need for crossing. 9. try not to worry about the craziness that awaits me, that has permeated my home and will likely get worse. 230419 ... tender_square 1. call the hr department for the city to find out what country i should be getting my police clearance from. 2. call the property manager i'm considering working with for their onboarding package. 3. call the health insurance company about extending my travel insurance in canada before ohip can kick in. 4. fill out the registration for ontario health insurance coverage. 5. request a driving record from the state of michigan. 6. talk to my paralegal about issuing notices to my tenant, providing her with all relevant details of the interactions. 7. contact the car manufacturer for a proof of recall clearance. 8. have a brief phone interview with the alzheimer's society for volunteering. 9. have my zoom session with my analyst. 230424 what's it to you? who go blather from