never_again_but_just_tonight_and_forever peyton and there you are why wont you please keep your hands off of me because you know i can't deal with looking at you full in the face because you're so gone but still so deep inside me there is nothing like your icy touch and glance inside me forever like death and love and life and the blood that keeps me alive and always in your thrall because love you've given me everything i am and anything good in me will always be you because you're so dark and yet so beautiful my beautiful beautiful memory dear god why can't i forget or even let you go for a minute 050823 what's it to you? who go blather from