i_asked_for_the_strength
love & hate and she witheld it from me. I asked for the strength to last one night without ruining it. And she witheld it. I asked for the strength to cary on with hope. And she witheld it. I asked for the strength, in return i would not speak to her as she wants. And she witheld it. I asked for the strength to survive without her. And she witheld it. I asked for the strength to continue living. And she witheld it. All i asked for is that she fucking gave me the strength, as she used to, and she fucking witheld it. I have every right to be angry for she witheld it, all night long, for the rest of my life. 040904
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ambivalence i've been withholding from her and she has learned to withhold from me. she gave without restraint at first but it's natural that she now would demand more from me. i'm too stubborn... 040904
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love & hate please help me... i'm drowning in our lost love 040905
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daxle you have to make your own strength
you have to learn to stand on your own
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lucky and she handed me a tylenol extra strength. 040905
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