destroyed ~gez~ it crashed into me like a meteor. took out my nervous system and i now lie paralyzed on the floor 020820 ... maggie thats me. beaten down by my short like, by vicious kids, insecure kids starving for attention and drugs and blowjobs, slowly destroying themselves too. oh well. 031105 ... maggie thats me. beaten down by my short life, by vicious kids, insecure kids starving for attention and drugs and blowjobs, slowly destroying themselves too. oh well. 031105 ... Barefoot Revolutionary im destroyed. im lost and alone. i am the "unwanted". i am scared. my heart is torn apart and theres no one here to help me mend it. destroyed. my life..my young life. destroyed. such an appropriate word. im broken and i dont know who to blame...and i dont know how to fix myself. i need to cry but the drugs make it impossible. if i start i wont stop. my body hurts and my mind is numb. hopeless romantic..yeah sure..whatever, thats one way of putting it. sugar coating and undermining...im betrayed. unwanted. broken. scared. 060502 what's it to you? who go blather from