taking_a_look_at_your_weird_confessions nyni brushing your teeth and pacing... not so weird. i once had a girlfriend who walked all around our apt. in california brushing her teeth. my teeth brushing is quite an event done in three stages. i think teeth tell a lot about a person. my last cleaning was awesome. compliment your hygienist and she will scrape your teeth like a motherfucker. 130216 ... nyni a good cup of coffee... i think it all depends on the coffee beans and how you make it. go organic, free trade and use an italian stovetop roaster or a french press. mexican beans are chocolatey. my favorite is tanzanian peaberry. at a coffee shoppe, order a macchiato. espresso with just a drizzle of froth. 130216 ... raze i think i want the words "compliment your hygienist and she will scrape your teeth like a motherfucker" on a t-shirt. 130216 ... nyni an affection for the using "fuck" privately is not weird. i'm the exact same way. i never use it in public unless i am really angry, an then i attach "christ" to the end of the expletive, as in, "fucking christ!" 130216 ... nyni a good tennis match...i would be right beside you. it is compelling. i love how certain women pros scream when they hit the ball with all the power they possess. i played tennis for several years..14-20. i took it hugely serious. bjorn borg was my idol and i did my best to look just like him. as an individual sport, i think only skiing rivals it. 130216 ... raze i guess technically some of them are not "weird" confessions, so much as they're things i might not normally admit, and things most people wouldn't know about me. maybe "random" would have been a better word. but what are words anyway, but the slippers we wear on our hands when our feet insist on being bare? mmm...slippergloves... 130216 ... raze and i like that you're a tennis fan too. i was a little late to develop a love for it, and i regret that now...but i feel lucky that i still get to watch someone like roger federer play the game. i saw the federer / nadal 2009 australian open final live on television, and my brain just about exploded. 130216 ... nyni tea and salad...not weird. tea is awesome. i absolutely love herbs...the fact that the earth contains everything a human needs to survive is a perfect set-up. many of them will heal you. better yet, we can grow a lot of them, salads are yummy and do little to rob the body of digestive energy, so, west, you are not weird here...you are smart. 130216 ... nyni thinking of kissing nicholle tom is far from weird. she was and still is very cute. my obsession was mary ingalls from little house on the prairie. no one had eyes as light blue as hers. 130216 ... nyni your word thing is a bit weird, although i remember looking at a word over and over and wondering why the fuck did that word ever come to be. the more i would say it, the weirder and more implausible it became. 130216 ... nyni your handwriting changes are not weird. mine changes with my mood and how late i am for something. i love to write like a typewriter when i can. 130216 ... nyni i wonder if you remember the name of the chocolate pudding in the tin. maybe it had something to do with the picture? i will make my own pictures for stuff i make and put in a glass jar. yikes, perhaps that's weird. 130216 ... nyni a cherry danish in one hand, wildflowers in the other? that's not weird. that's cool. how could you go wrong? there's no bad choice. 130216 ... nyni fuck the bologna. don't ever eat that again, as for pb&j? raw almond butter and real fruit jam is much better. 130216 ... nyni in high school, everyone had a crush on my girlfriend. she came from another state, sophomore year. by senior year, she turned beautiful. everyone wanted her. not sure what that had to do with what you said, but i understand the crush, albeit slightly tweaked. so not weird. 130216 ... nyni the musical hallucination is a bit weird, but i can understand it. it was a precursor to the musical ability you already possessed. my hallucinations came later...15-16. i would see things in my head i first saw as a 3 year-old. 130216 ... nyni everyone's memory ability is weird. i hope part of dying is being able to relive experience. isn't that what memory basically is? 130216 ... raze the question is, how long will those final brain_movies last? i would hope for an epic, all-encompassing thing to go out on (or to serve as a segue between this place and the next), like a massive bergman film restored to its original, even more imposing miniseries form. 130216 ... PeeT having my life compared to a bergman film would be one of the greatest compliments i could ever receive. 130216 what's it to you? who go blather from