scrape
raze
i
scratched
an
itch
that
wasn't
much
of
anything
.
that
was
the
idea
,
anyway
.
i
overshot
the
mark
.
my
thumbnail
made
red
what
should
have
been
the
colour
of
me
.
whatever
i
am
.
whatever
the
outside
of
me
is
.
when
that
calmed
down
,
what
was
left
in
the
place
i
failed
to
cut
myself
open
looked
like
small
flakes
of
dry
skin
.
or
dandruff
.
or
snow
.
it
didn't
hurt
until
i
let
it
feel
what
the
sun
did
to
my
chair's
left
arm
rest
.
that's
one
way
to
remind
yourself
to
trim
your
nails
. here's
another
:
hold
your
hands
up
to
the
light
and
tell
yourself
you're
not
an
eagle
.
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from