letters_to_you
silentbob
dear_you
this
is
where
i'll
write
you
to
tell
you
things
i'm
thinking
. telling
them
to
your
face
would
be
a
bad
idea
.
060524
...
silentbob
i
really
wish
you
were
here
!!!
060524
...
silentbob
today
i
thought
about
you
too
much
,
and
today
i
took
a
breath
.
060525
...
silentbob
today
i
woke
up
and
inspected
my
neck
for
hickies.
060527
...
silentbob
i
keep
putting
myself
in
this
situation
where
i
call
you
and
want
you
to
call
me
back
and
you
don't
so
i'm
left
waiting
around
and
just
kicking
around
and
just
rising
and
falling
with
my
chest
as
a
i
breathe
in
this
oxygen
chamber
of
flab
and
bone
with
my
ribcage
being
the
only
validation
that
i'm
alive
at
all
and
i
just
wish
you
would
fucking
call
me
.
you
told
me
you
got
nervous
when
i
held
your
hand
,
that
good
kind
of
nervous
that
you
feel
in
your
abdomen.
i
told
you
i
got
nervous
before
i
hung
out
with
you
,
on
my
way
over
,
but
felt
fine
when
we
were
together
.
the
nervousness
dissipates
when
i'm
around
you
.
i
hate
making
myself
that
desperate
asshole
.
060528
...
silentbob
her
:
your
eyes
really
are
beautiful
,
you
know
that
?
me
: uhhh
wow
... uhh
thanks
..
her
:
you
have
this
ring
of
color
around
them
.
they're
just
lovely
.
060529
...
silentbob
is
it
weird
to
think
that
i
take
this
thing
more
seriously
(
this
regular
casual
thing
)
more
serioulsy
than
the
thing
i
had
with
a
person
for
a
year
?
did
i
maybe
take
her
for
granted
?
or
am
downplaying
it
in
retrospect?
maybe
i
put
a
priority
on
you
because
you
are
current.
maybe
i
take
it
really
seriously
because
it
is
a
genuine
sexual
fling
and
it
makes
me
feel
like
a
real
person
more
than
the
thing
that
seemed
like
a
movie
when
i
thought
about
it
with
her
felt
so
fake
maybe
more
emotion
is
more
real
why
is
it
always
piano
keys
with
me
?
060601
...
silentbob
i
started
thinking
about
what
our
last
night
together
will
be
like
how
morbid
is
that
060601
...
silentbob
why
haven't
you
written
me
?
the
reason
i
seemed
put
off
was
because
i
wanted
to
be
alone
with
you
.
060607
...
silentbob
i
knew
you'd
stop
being
mad
.
060609
...
silentbob
i'm
going
to
make
a
point
of
not
calling
you
for
seven
days
.
to
show
you
i
can
.
i'm
going
to
make
a
point
of
not
thinking
about
you
for
seven
days
.
just
to
show
me
i
can
.
060612
...
silentbob
i
thought
you
wanted
to
be
an
island
so
i
thought
i'd
respect
that
but
i
miss
your
palm
trees
and
white
sandy beaches,
and
shallow
blue
waters
.
i
miss
you
.
060615
...
silentbob
i
wish
you'd
invited
me
to
that
thing
.
060615
...
silentbob
it
was
good
to
see
you
before
i
left
if
only
for
a
short
while
060622
...
silentbob
i'm
coming
back
to
you
.
with
clean
shorts
and
clean
sheets
and
a
full
plate
and
bad
dreams
i'm
coming
back
to
you
.
i
missed
you
.
060628
...
silentbob
so
where'd
you
go
?
how
was
your
vacation
home
well
obviously
you
were
busy
,
too
busy
for
me
eventually
i
will
get
past
you
and
stop
thinking
of
you
in
idle
moments
when
i
am
otherwise
unoccupied
i
see
your
face
on
the
faces
of
sitcom
stars
and
feel
your
movements
beneath
the
sheets
in
my
bed
you
barely
exist
at
all
now
because
that
was
how
it
was
supposed
to
be
and
i'm
worried
that
it's
all
my
fault
cuz
it
is
but
i
wanted
to
say
happy
valentine's
day
.
i
hope
the
sun's
out
in
new
york.
i
hope
he
bought
you
roses
.
i
hope
he
bought
you
roses
.
so
happy
valentine's
day
.
i
hope
the
sun's
out
in
new
york.
i
hope
he
bought
you
roses
.
i
hope
he
bought
you
roses
i
hope
there's
not
another
he
i
want
him
to
be
me
at
least
for
a
while
if
it
can
last
at
all
i
don't
know
about
your
perspective
because
you
more
closed
now
which
is
just
as
well
because
that
was
always
how
it
was
supposed
to
be
you
don't
respond
when
i
tell
you
i
miss
you
i'm
just
trying
to
stay
in
your
life
but
if
i
were
with
someone
anyone
i
probably
wouldn't
call
you
at
all
.
how
pathetic
is
that
?
060824
...
silentbob
it's
been
a
year
.
i
think
of
you
often
.
i
really
really
really
want
to
know
what
you
think
of
me
.
070516
...
suicidalchinadoll
there's
a
great
big
scarlet
one
you
put
on
my
chest
.
you're
taking
it
back
now
,
whether
you
want
to
or
not
.
090711
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from