nervous
kerry
friday
i
will
draw
stitches
with
black
eyeliner
on
audrey's
face
and
put
dark
lipstick
on
her
,
dress
her
like
sally
from
the
'
nightmare
before
christmas
.'
black
background,
we
will
be
in
shadow
,
i'll
shine
a
light
on
her
face
maybe
with
a
flashlight
.
and
then
sipping
coffee
from
a
gigantic
mug
that
covers
half
her
face
,
and
sitting
on
a
couch
laughing
with
people
.
i
will
expose
it
correctly
and
then
burn
everyone
else
out
,
use
some
matboard
in
a
shape
like
a
heart
to
conserve
her
face
.
i
want
to
do
it
now
.
i'm
afraid
because
it
will
be
in
color
and
that
makes
me
nervous.
i
never
do
anything
nice
with
color
.
always
grainy,
always
overexposed.
030402
...
jinx
He's
going
to
see
me
...
030402
...
shower singer
If
I
can
just
make
myself
remember
to
breathe
and
have
fun
,
I
know
it
will
be
ok
.
But
I'm
afraid
I'll
forget
.
040801
...
newme
system
040801
...
nom
friday
is
so
close
i
hope
i
go
and
don't
fuck
up
070329
...
o n m
it
could
just
be
cancelled
and
forgotten
about
?
100516
...
n o m
i'll
not
be
too
nervous
about
it
all
101012
...
lostgirl
accelerated
heart
rate, shallow
breathing
,
dry
mouth
...all
of
it
.
why
was
i
so
nervous?
101012
...
unhinged
fear
(
all
my
twitches
are
back
after
one_more_year
of
bullshit
)
101013
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from
