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j_blue
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i am, i talk about loved ones dying casually i think about it plainly, i can rationalize why, but that doesnt explain why its unusual that its unusual is my proof that i am morbid i hate it, it makes me wonder more about myself, why am i this way?
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nocturnal
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I have thought about death since I was a little girl. most girls can say that about their wedding day, but I've always thought about death. my own, my friends', my family's; death in general. I used to wonder who or what would change if I died at any given moment. would anything be worse off? I'd wonder about when I would die, where, how, who would be there. I still do from time to time. I never really considered it morbid, though. more like curiosity. but now that I think about it, I guess it is a bit morbid. if someone's away and I don't hear from them as I expected, I wonder if they're dead. that's always the first thought that enters my mind. then I get to considering how I would react and how I would change if I heard that whoever it was really is dead. I don't get scared or worried, I just wonder.
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splinken
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there was a kid in my geometry class named aladdin. he used to turn around and rest his elbow on top of my desk. one time he turned around and said: "i'm in a christian heavy metal band. morbid obsession. want to come see us play?" and i said: "no." once, he put his mouth against my friend's mouth and blew cigarette smoke into it. she liked him. i moved away. a year went by and i asked someone what happened to aladdin. he died, in some typically unfair way.
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inferiority_complex
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when i cross the street i picture myself getting hit by a car, or a rig, or something i get a close up of my face, and i wonder if my face would split open anywhere as it gets squished or what sometimes when i am holding a knife in my hands, i picture it dropping and falling on my foot blade down, and i wonder what it would feel like is managed sanity like managed health care?
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guitar_freak
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black is darkness morbid feels like darkness darkness is beautiful
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misstree
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a wonderful category for poetry... the visceral, the morbid, the meat of the matter, so to speak.
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011114
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psychobabe
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my mom was so pissed at me one day that she screamed "damnit! why are you so fucking morbid!" all because of my confirmation.
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alice
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guitar_freak ...i like how you think.
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020406
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what's it to you?
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