numb_pain typhoid i hate this feeling. badness but nothing specific. just ache in silence. and no one to talk to. really. 000905 ... girl_jane I wish I could have felt it when you left, but I was just numb. My body didn't even have the decency to let me feel my fucking pain. My body didn't want the pain-my heart did. 020331 ... misstree really, i'm too tired to care anymore. it would be wonderful to be able to be angry, hurt, wounded, but i just don't have it in me. pile this newest stone with the others, will you? 020331 ... thieums I wish I had more revolt More energy to consume But everything seems to come and go And even pain feels numb now 080522 ... unhinged don't chase it away; make it numb look it in the face til it turns away tail tucked 080522 what's it to you? who go blather from