i_want_to_be_baby_i_want_to_be_new_again magicforest . 041012 ... failure (this page was clean, but for a title, a name, and a dot) and new, like looseleaf with the first word of an essay (to be finished at the end of class) with potential, destroyed by fulfullment 041013 ... unhinged i listened to traffic today and i still miss you realized that i will miss you everyday for the rest of my life because i remember the me that existed when all that was exciting and new when you and your music were exciting and new i've recently had another breakdown i guess i should have expected it but it's different here where i've got no one i want to be new again the way i was the day i met you not the way i am after years of barely being loved by you 041013 ... from now on sighness 041109 what's it to you? who go blather from