dead_eyes_still_shining when darkness falls give me some feeling, something i can hold on to when depression kicks in. my hope, i still love you and thoughts about you drive me through bitter nights. the next few years will be the hardest of all, but i will pull through. but you are tired of waiting. you are slowly leaving. 080610 ... unhinged because i can always find something to make me smile. it might not be what i truly want, but i can find it all the same, so you won't worry. you would worry, if i let it show. leave the worrying to me. 080610 what's it to you? who go blather from