cry_out tortuous scream shriek yell shout burst out - skin itches want to tear to rip away rotten fustrated - my mind is stretched from the force of my thoughts howl and bellow hear the roar from my soul get me out of here - i go limp from exhaustion still hearing the utterings of my head incessant pain being burned from the inside out - hold on grip to the turmoil keep pace don't fall under the undertow - all i can do is... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. i wish that had made me feel better. 030916 ... misstree because this one struck where i am most tender. every goodbye is a death, at least a little. i had to say it so you'd know. i wish it all were otherwise. 060619 what's it to you? who go blather from