beautiful_girl otterpup why did you do that? i was so in awe of you you always smiled so wide always the most welcoming person you were the best thing about that cement hole, made me think it could produce such goodness you did things you got places you would have done so much so beautiful in all ways you succeeded and i never thought that smile was not genuine but last week you threw yourself in front of a train at flinders st and i wish i had told you that i thought you were so wonderful i wish i'd hugged you the way i wanted to and maybe it wouldn't have made any difference but i wish you were still here and i'm so sorry that you felt that way i wish you were still here i thought you were wonderful you were wonderful you are wonderful beautiful girl 041216 ... dondeestanlosjaguares oh wow, i feel i'm about to cry!!! no joke!! i cant even respond to that any other way! :( 041216 what's it to you? who go blather from