intimidated ac something about that fractal really really intimidated me. (fridge z chaos) i leave. 000223 ... skiblu by love by hate by death by life by people by buildings... Hey! I like emptiness if that's any help... 000726 ... arwyn by a notebook. Yes it's the start of something new, but at the same time, it's just a continuation of what I've already started. But somehow, I have myself convinced that what goes into it must be epic, amazing, thrilling, and perfect. I started it and already made a mistake because i was rushing. No matter what I do, I'm always rushing. Music? Rushing. Writing? Rushing. Drawing? Rushing. Ugh There's no reason to be intimidated. it's just a notebook 181013 ... unhinged in my twenties, men always seemed to be intimidated by me. in my thirties, i have ceased caring if anyone is intimidated by me 181014 what's it to you? who go blather from