initiate pete i like to let her initiate conversations.. i usually just want to talk to her, to hear her words, but have nothing particular to say myself. it's not that i'm afraid to start conversations, she's just better at it, and so i let her do so. and now i feel like i'm justifying myself. something about that honours paper has made me so much more self-conscious in all my writing, in whatever form it takes. but, still, in honesty, when she starts the conversations they're less awkward, and more wonderful. and i'm rambling. i am a rambler. 070418 ... addict i want to eat this website. 070419 what's it to you? who go blather from