i_need_to_get_get_away_from_you
anne-girl and cure myself of this obsession
i need not to see you anymore, to be apart (in body, mind, soul?)
I need not to think of you
i need to figure out who I actually am, apart from you (i've submerged myself too far, i'm afraid of losing myself)
i need to leave
i'd prefer it, i suppose, if you cared, or would notice that i was gone
but i need to leave anyway
without you
050106
...
broken & shattered i just can't do it anymore.
when i needed you most, you seemed to abandon me.
you were the only one i could trust. the one person i could count on.
and you're not here.
i've come to realize you never really were.
i was living in some twisted fantasy.

but what i've come to realize the most is...
i_need_to_get_get_away_from_you
070827
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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