beneath_the_surface whitechocolatewalrus i am bubbling and threatening to escape. 031230 ... minnesota_chris I wish you would write a complete poem, so I could put all these metaphors together. Right now it seems like a code that I'm not privvy to. 031230 ... whitechocolatewalrus i'm sorry. i wrote a complete poem, swirling_down. 031230 ... walrus ahhh, spiralling_through_eternity, hope that is what you meant. 031230 ... minnesota_chris don't be sorry. It's lots of images, but I never get the point. 040103 ... walrus i don't know if there is a point. 040103 ... minnesota_chris I think you're afraid to let us inside 040103 ... walrus maybe im afraid to let myself inside. 040103 ... whitechocolatewalrus i discovered that the person i hate the most is the one person who understands exactly what i am going through, the one person who thought of anything productive to fix it. 040105 ... whitechocolatewalrus why couldn't it be someone who i care about? i feel so guilty for hating someone who loves me. 040105 ... minnesota_chris so you understand that you need therapy? 040125 ... whitechocolatewalrus tell me why you think i need therapy, please. 040125 what's it to you? who go blather from