acquaintances
no reason i remember reading once that people born on my birthdate are "apt to discourage casual acquaintances"
i thought it was strange at the time; why would someone make an effort to discourage an acquaintance?

but now i think it's something i do involuntarily
i'm not sure why
maybe i just don't see the point

being in a room with a bunch of casual acquaintances doesn't make you feel any less lonely than being by yourself

and if nothing ever more ever comes of the 'relationships,' why bother?

i think what i discourage is a lack of intimacy.
070531
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no reason maybe i just don't have the ability to turn one into a friend 070531
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