swimming_in_cambodia
jennifer I have had my car for some time
and I have been meaning to call her
but every time is awkward
and I'm not really sure why

maybe it's the lingering remains
of past trashed relationships
that seem to have mistakenly surfaced
confused by the details

or maybe I'm just scared to admit
that I still hold a candle
for that fleeting christmas affair

whatever the cause
I just sit and wait
for some random phone call
some random chat
to say
'hey,
I have a car now,
wanna go out?'

and until that day
I just
wander through my own world
010219
what's it to you?
who go
blather
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