swimming_in_cambodia
jennifer
I
have
had
my
car
for
some
time
and
I
have
been
meaning
to
call
her
but
every
time
is
awkward
and
I'm
not
really
sure
why
maybe
it's
the
lingering
remains
of
past
trashed
relationships
that
seem
to
have
mistakenly surfaced
confused
by
the
details
or
maybe
I'm
just
scared
to
admit
that
I
still
hold
a
candle
for
that
fleeting
christmas
affair
whatever
the
cause
I
just
sit
and
wait
for
some
random
phone
call
some
random
chat
to
say
'
hey
,
I
have
a
car
now
,
wanna
go
out
?'
and
until
that
day
I
just
wander
through
my
own
world
010219
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from