it_kills_me Mahayana that you can hurt me like you do and not even be concerned should i be surprised that you would not start caring for me now as a human being with emotions ... as your friend ... when you couldn’t even respect/care for me as a partner why do i even misuse my time you don’t listen you only observe what you wanna hear 020624 ... freakizh it kills me to have the correct label for the turmoil that you are. sense of orgasmic rush only to think of it. your name. the thousand times i have pronounced it. so circular, like an 'o', a knot with the tongue, and all its echoes from the colloquial sense of the word. your history, your past, your memories. hell that i know you and i sing you. hell that still when i call you for your name you don't answer. 020624 what's it to you? who go blather from