if_you're_going_to_go yummychuckle don't go forever. I get so emotional at night. this may be why I'm letting my past catch up with me, and I'm tearing through my old journals to find some proof, of I dont know what, but something...there is something I need to find that I left behind. I think about it every day, I think about it constantly, I can't take it. So I went through my old things, I just want to die for my past, but I already have. And I'm not free. 021118 ... blown cherry I'll pretend to be brave, but the minute you leave the curtain drops and I am draped in the darkness again. 021118 ... unter das fussen des Konungen off and be him, why am i trying to be anything 021118 ... p2 just tell me so i can close my eyes and pretend it's not happening 021118 what's it to you? who go blather from