going_to_bed no reason to make the day end 100210 ... o n m yes. 100210 ... ever dumbening i do the opposite, staying up all night, attempting to avoid tomorrow. 100214 ... jio jio 100215 ... unhinged without hearing from you makes me sad angry suspicious (pretty sure the hormones don't help the reactions) 100216 ... jio jio 101125 ... pipedream i will, angry. at you, who is always fucking asleep, or at work. 101127 ... Caroline 452 is dead Laying awake next to you in your bed. The bed we've still not had sex in. Knowing you're seeing him tomorrow and may bring him here to this very bed. Why am I torturing myself? What do I gain from listening to you tell me how much you want him, and you don't want me? 101128 ... . but i'm awake gettin' high nigga. 101129 ... the head on the door let_me_take_your_hands 101130 what's it to you? who go blather from