cure_for_pain
lexda
I
vaguely
remember
the
pleasure
of
waking
up
at
your
place
alone
, rifling
through
your
CD's,
and
picking
something
to
listen
to
as
I
assembled
myself
in
a
leisurely
fashion
.
I'd
linger
as
long
as
I
could
manage
before
feeling
sheepish,
not
wanting
to
go
back
to
my
own
place
a
few
blocks
away
.
Something
felt
better
about
being
at
your
place
than
my
place
...
A
couple
of
years
later
I
awoke
to
the
same
sounds
amplified
across
the
warehouse,
with
its
barely
assembled
walls
approximating
a
living
space
.
Twice
the
freedom
,
twice
the
drama
,
and
no
obligations
to
pretend
to
be
an
adult
.
Now
,
all
the
freedoms
,
all
the
walls
,
all
the
drugs
put
away
.
130905
what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from