crohn's
.
.
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...
rubydee
lost
track
of
the
days
here
in
hospital
in
bed
exhausted
to
the
core
of
my
being
wholly
numb
and
fragile
joints
grind
pulse
pounds
autophonia
garden
withers
fruit
forgotten
i
am
in
pain
all
the
time
.
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...
rubydee
here
i
am
again
exquisite_pain
practicing_patience
and
be_here_now
hope_is_waining
121120
...
no reason
sorry
to
hear
that
, rubydee :(
i
know
a
few
people
with
crohn's,
and
done
a
lot
of
research
into
it
when
my
stomach
has
acted
up
.
it's
such
an
unfair
disease
.
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...
thats
I'VE
done
.
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...
srealisma
earth's
embrace
, heaven's
heart
(
not
directed
at
the
disease
mind
you
)
i
hope
you
feel
better
,
blue
and
red
rubydee
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...
rubydee
thank
you
both
for
hearing_me
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what's it to you?
who
go
blather
from