strung_out Ouroboros blessed_tiredness my_hands_are_shaking for_the_first_time i_feel_like_dying breathe_in_breathe_out pounding_out_the_rhythm life_goes_on shimmer_and_rot never_enough nervous_breakdown sometimes_i_just_want_to_scream longing momentary_peace lips_impossible_to_kiss a_slender_wrist everywhere_and_nowhere tired_of_this fading_away_in_the_fog_of_identity the_universe_is_singing days_and_nights_all_blur_together the_wind_will_carry the_hollowness_inside on_days_like_this 060604 ... Ouroboros stop_myself i_saw_you transformation mirrored_into_infinity whisper_of_the_soul still_i_wished for the_cure around_my_heart i_want_to_be hopeless_romantic emotionally_unavailable sinful_like_a_sweet_girl 060604 ... Ouroboros lift_to_experience the_brief_satisfaction_of_the_senses it_lives_within_you the_fire_that_burns_inside_you 060604 ... Ouroboros when_darkness_falls you_failed_me love_is_not_all 060604 ... Ouroboros i_am_darkness outside_is_beautiful passion was_here is_it_enough is_nothing_sacred who_to_trust i_am_confused 060604 ... Ouroboros breaking_point as_if_i've_been forever_pushing there_is_no_beginning days_pass_like_months and_the_last echo walk_away drown_yourself 060604 ... unhinged . wow is a little breathless 060605 ... Ouroboros I wrote this on the anniversary of my step-mother's suicide and during finals of my last week of my senior year in college. I made a long list of blathes that caught my interest- then I pieces them together stanza by stanza. In a way I felt like I was channeling it- the words came together without my doing anything. And in a way, it was my blather final. I am proud of this blathe, although it makes me sad. 090208 ... Fishawk . 150105 ... unhinged . 181009 what's it to you? who go blather from