idealism like i should i lust for reality. 010323 ... unhinged you must be a sado-masochist 010323 ... god best get transcendentiated, stat 020405 ... peintre i've always said i wouldn't get married until i was an old woman if ever. i dreamed about a forced marriage to a curly headed boy at the age of five and have been anti since. idealist. eventually i find flaws. and create walls. and masturbate about the expansive, all enveloping universe. distance. i paint empty landscapes. it's stifling. moonlighting pessimist. existentially depressed. isolation. 040626 ... minnesota_chris sexy 040626 ... andru235 if, to you, idealism is without value then, you have idealized cynicism 041226 ... andru235 (i know what i meant but those words do not express it.) (replace "cynicism" with "not having ideals") 050725 what's it to you? who go blather from