frightened
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of you
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chock chock chili of delight
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whome so much so that i could piss my pants! 031105
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unhinged me and my brother learned to whisper at a young age

'jeff im frightened'

'of what? its no_big_deal '
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unhinged (but
it was
little brother
it was


the fear overwhelmed me on a regular basis. i thought the feeling of my heart beating in my throat was normal until well into adulthood.

only after most of my friends freaked out about my hands shaking did i realize that my heart should beat squarely in my chest. then i couldnt breathe, move, and i realized my migrating heart was the first sign of what other people called a panic_attack )
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