curtain
auto cross reference system A sea anemone.

See see_through.
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angie drawn
open
shutters falling
cracking
bending
snapping
withering
away
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taojones big and red and velvet-heavy, that curtain falls so fast---i keep checking my pulse, but with the wrong fingers, i think...

and it's much too loud to distinguish a heartbeat, anyhow, from the rest of the noise.

i'm supposed to call in a few hours' time; i'm starting to shake just thinking...

should we mix-it-all-up? everything between and around us---all of the little worlds and rules and suppositions, mixed cocktails of term and feeling...?

but this is just an excercise, remember; these are just perfunctory stretches, the groans are real but not in the same sense-of-meaning as the True Being of one's Self.

that comes later, during the phonecall...

C U R T A I N
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what's it to you?
who go
blather
from