winter_solstice
unhinged
technically
has
another
month
to
appear
,
but
i
am
already
feeling
the
affects.
gloomy
clouds
wind
chapped
nose
early
to
dark
it
can't
be
here
again
already
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re_alisma
i
like
to
get
all
my
shopping
done
early
.
and
i
don't
,
wouldn't
,
have
any
holiday
parties
to
go
to
,
anyway
.
this
year
i
have
written
in
my
ephemeris
that
i'm
supposed
to
be
meditating
for
three
weeks
. (
meditation
as
supplication
and
prayer
,
and
not
-so-much
as
power
. )
three
weeks
is
kind
of
a
long
time
.
i
don't
remember
why
i
wrote
that
.
was
it
the
eclipse
on
winter
solstice
this
year
,
perhaps
?
that
would
be
reasonable
,
but
i
don't
think
that
was
the
reason
why
i
wrote
"
Meditation
"
in
that
there
ephemeris...
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go
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