whats_really_inside_of_me peyton you really have no idea do you sweetheart? 050818 ... peyton And I know, I know they’ve all been talking about me I can hear them whisper And it makes me think there must be something wrong with me Out of all the hours thinking Somehow I’ve lost my mind 050818 ... birdmad blood, saliva, gore, viscera oh yes, and bile plenty of bile 050818 ... nelson guts. and black stuff 050818 ... Shattered It might look like anger on the outside But what it really is, is a burning pain slowly slowly killing me 050818 ... unhinged anger fear sadness hidden behind a well_placed mask of indifference and blank smiles 050819 what's it to you? who go blather from