what_are_you_trying_to_say oren Don't_beat_around_the_bush. 080810 ... unhinged what_did_you_think_i_meant 080810 ... Syrope i've never seen that color blood before...or that much, i suppose. on my stomach, the floor. it left bright red stains, which seemed strange coming from the black cherry liquid. i didn't cry out or stagger backwards, or even try to stop the blood from dribbling to the floor with my fingers. i just watched with a wide-eyed stare. i guess i'm just trying to say i'm no longer surprised. apparently i can't expect anything i touch to work, or last, or hold up its end of the bargain. i can't even trust my nerves to cry out when i hit one of them with a needle. what good is all of it? 080811 what's it to you? who go blather from