transformer_of_poisons unhinged white_tara number four transmute ignorance attachment aversion into beauty 200909 ... unhinged when i asked the tarot she came again today i can never seem to get past hatred i turned my prayers towards it the hatred right on the surface everywhere i look my heart cracked my prayers couldn't work the hate would always return instantly i was white_tara the love streaming from my heart transformed one hateful face relieved calmed washed over like my_tears streaming down my face meeting under my chin a voice rose inside me as my voice said mantra after mantra 'one is enough just one is enough' my heart cracked farther and i felt a kiss on the top of my forehead grandmotherly one is enough 200913 what's it to you? who go blather from