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sab is disapointment

that hot feeling in your head
the pricking of tears in your eyes
that ache in your heart
that sinking of your stomach


i hate it
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no reason it's true.
and it hurts so much to try not to be excited in order to avoid it.
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noone special uncerntainty
not knowing which direction to take with your life
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blather spell check uncertainty 050621
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methinx helplessness.

Watching something you love more than life hurt, and having nothing you can do.
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AeonFlummox methinx, me thinks you're right. 050621
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a hole being @ fucking work and trying to play astro pop and getting fucking interrupted all the fucking time!!! 050621
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megan getting home and not getting to run into your arms right away
you're makin me crazy baby
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what's it to you?
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