so_far_from_love misstree i watch characters kiss, feel where i should be all heartswelled and happy, and instead i am observing a curiosity, not face pressed against a glass but glancing from the street as i pass. i don't know if i am broken or cured, or i both of these terms are meaningless, and i just Am... that's always the answer, isn't it? slicing the apple a different way is still slicing the apple rather than contemplating it as a whole. the final threads have been cut, and that part of myself pulled entirely within myself, no more place for a mate. a shame and good riddance both at once. 070830 ... Lemon_Soda Yeah...that about sums it up. 070831 ... unhinged all i know is life is easier alone lonelier sadder but easier 070901 ... f Being alone is not necessarily lonely, what is lonely is being misunderstood or not being able to communicate feelings to people. Although I know some people truely are alone, some people have no one and the thought of that just makes me want to weep. 070902 ... LEMON SODA RESPONDING CHECK 081110 what's it to you? who go blather from