ridiculous_thoughts daxle I don't know what I'm going to do. He knows I won't take his hand. He knows my heart is somewhere else. I know he's thinking "how long will she wait?". He's more than a friend but he's not my love. My love is on the other side of the wall. I see all these images in my head, and they're all of his eyes, they're all the hurt I caused. Being sorry won't take away any of that. Nothing I can do will. So I'm silent. The hardest thing to do is nothing. For awhile the pain of being shut out kept me distant but there's always the voice that says "you know it was your own doing" and it finally won. So I'm silent, waiting. Right now I think I could wait forever but I know better than to predict the future. I'm going to have to hold on, hold on, Hold On. 010608 ... Dafremen In the absence of clothing, could human backhair grow long enough to be braided? 010608 ... Dafremen If everybody loves pizza and everybody loves ice cream...why wouldn't everyone love pizza flavored ice cream? 010608 ... Dafremen Do you think the guy that played Jason in the Friday the 13th movies gets recognized on the street ALL the time? 010608 ... Dafremen There should be a finger growing out of the back of our throats so that we can reach that one spot that always itches back there. 010608 ... Dafremen If I'm ever homeless, I'm saving up the first quarter that I mooch for an Aldi's shopping cart. They really ARE the Cadillac of carts and yet another tremendous Aldi's bargain at only a quarter. 010608 ... Aimee The Cranberries wrote a song named Ridiculous thoughts.... it's a pretty good song.. if only I could remember it... 010608 ... SOIA daxle.diaryland.com 010608 ... Casey Twister does anyone see through you You re a twister an animal But you're happy now I didn't go along with you So happy now But you re going to have to hold on Hold on Or we're going to have to move on Move on I feel alright And I cried so hard The ridiculous thoughts I feel alright Twister. I shouldn't have trusted you Twister It's not going to happen no You re not going to make fun of me Happen no But you re going to have to hold on You re going to have to hold on Hold on Or we're going to have to move on Move on I feel alright And I cried so hard The ridiculous thoughts I feel alright I should have lied And I cried so hard The ridiculous thoughts I should ha' lied But you re gonna have to hold on Hold on but you're gonna have to hold on to me (It's hard to find one of their songs around here in Iowa. This is like on of the only ones I have ever heard by them) 010609 ... Toxic_Kisses The resurected being of an Elvis clone Met a droid of Boris Yeltin downtown To discuss politics over some pigs blood, Vintage two thousand and thirty. They were met by a celuloid princess, Who was the Elvis clone's seventh wife. They sang some songs by the Beatles And ordered some Soylent Green a la mode With some bloody ladie's fingers for desert. Then the celuloid princess' dearest friend arrived, A half alligator-quarter human-quarter alien hybrid, Who knew how play the electric violin So it'll sound just like a harpsicord Being crushed by golden angel's wings. Then they all discussed philosophy Over some after dinner Vince Pondering the ludicrous bizarre existence Of our mythical, non-existant reality 011219 ... silentbob That you could ever like me 011220 ... Dafremen Are a wolf's eyes really THAT much bigger than a grandma's? 020430 ... Dafremen I think a good practical joke would be to fill a mechanical pencil with uncooked, black angelhair pasta and very short pieces of actual pencil lead, then lend it to someone during a final exam. 020430 ... Dafremen Why not call "W" "Double-V" instead? That way its easier for young kids to vizualize as they are learning to write it. 020430 ... blown cherry that you could ever want any more than sex and a ride home from the city from a piece of shit like me 020430 ... Dafremen There MIGHT be more... Do you have any General Foods International Coffees? 020430 ... continuous ache ok, Daf, the Aldi's thing has me rolling. i'm gonna giggle every time i drive past it now. 020430 ... Dafremen Another satisfied costumer! : ) (Do you have any spiderman outfits?) 020430 ... blown cherry No, afraid not, there's a Dorothy costume however.... We also have no Aldi's that I'm aware of in Sydney, there's one in Wollongong, but that's over an hour's drive away, so the thought of spending that much on petrol to save a few cents on groceries is just ridiculous! 020501 ... tildan Theres one in marrickville 020502 ... bethany to think about being alone to think if he'll ever find me to think all my fun is over to think that i've grown up because i really haven't grown up which means my fun really isn't over and perhaps someday he'll find me and i'll never be lonely again 020503 ... Dafremen To think that I fired up my browser for this. Sigh. Parcheesi anyone? 020504 ... chanaka that someone could ever love me 020506 ... Padme Me and Anakin making out in an '86 corolla after the premiere midnight screening of Star Wars. Might have been funny if anyone had seen. 020701 ... dafremen You're all alone now. Only your thoughts are real. 071120 what's it to you? who go blather from