ludicrous
raze
when
you've
spent
so
long
making
excuses
for
other
people
and
sleeping
on
things
until
they
pass
or
grow
dull
enough
to
forget
about
for
a
while
that
you
start
to
feel
guilty
for
expressing
your
feelings
,
when
what
you
feel
is
perfectly valid
and
it's
healthy
to
get
it
out
.
second
-guessing
yourself
after
the
fact
is
better
than
allowing
the
second
-guessing
to
cut
you
off
before
you
say
anything
at
all
,
i
suppose
.
better
to
regret
the
things
you've
said
that
were
honest
and
clearly
felt
in
the
moment
,
instead
of
regretting
the
things
you
didn't
have
the
courage
to
say
and
won't
get
the
chance
to
say
again
.
it
would
be
a
little
simpler
if
everyone
just
said
exactly
what
they
thought
and
felt
more
often
.
i've
lost
my
taste
for
the
guesswork
.
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...
gabbie
i
trust
my
gut
.
and
i
listen
to
my
heart
...even
though
its
not
the
gut
or
heart
per se....it
seems
that
somewhere
deep
within
us
comes
the
overall role
of
the
soul
.
(
the
real
gut
is
churning regularly
these
days
with
worry
and
the
heart
is
decidedly
broken
....but
all
of
that
it
is
far
less
harmful
than
carrying
the
weight
of
guilt
and
deceit)
my
gut
seems
to
want
to
follow
the
old
standard
of
doing
the
greatest
good
for
the
greatest
number
of
people
...and
my
heart
wants
everybody
to
love
everybody
.
sometimes
our
actions
and
consequences
can
appear
to
hurt
others
who
never
intended
to
be
anywhere
near
a
volatile
situation...
but
if
they
were
able
to
look
from
above_it_all
they
would
see
the
value
in
trusting
the
role
of
the
soul
.
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